and he thinks it's easy

but it is not easy, it is not
I am tempted to live in that van,
sell our things
and live in that
trap
at least fresh air would seep in
some at least

And you say that you love me...

Bird
You are 2! You are a delightful person, kind, sweet, and already proud. I can't thank you enough for it, all of it. And then you have Daddy call me to scream repeatedly "I love you Mommy" and my heart breaks all over again...

Can you say Diva at Two?

The absolute beauty and cruelty of a two year old that commands the room with dance and song is astonishing indeed. I your shy mother, am not apt to seek out an audience with a distorted rendition of Twinkle Twinkle Little star, but that's how the chips do lay my dear. And as I have feared, I may have to speak to strangers now. Thanks a lot you little Diva, the wonder of my world that I call my little life.

A Bird in a Wire

Lookee Lookee what I can do! A certain Gentleman got me a little gadget in November that I am learning how to use now in February.

More to come

And we are back...

more committed than ever before. A new hair color, a new bank account number, a new job, a new tree, a new life for the Bird, a fresh start over for me...
First things first...

Sophia and the Cake

My dearest of the dear, the words I live by and laugh with, The Great Kurt Vonnegut has passed, not since Johnny Cash have I felt such pain for a stranger. Love.